Lost, But Found

Well, I tried.

I tried to just move away and end it. I figured maybe if I just change my address she'll think it's deleted and she'll give up. I thought it would be over.

I was talking to one of my friends last night - just last night, practically minutes before she found the new address... she said, "She's gonna find it. I know I would if I wanted to, if it means that much to her she'll find it."

Thanks.

It's not because I'm hiding. OK - it's kinda about hiding but more on the instance that I just don't want to deal with her anymore. She creates so much drama, and then blames me for it. She wrote me emails, no joke they were 6+ pages long. Then her roomate chimes in, berrating me with personal attacks, telling me how I'm a liar and such. Then she says, "Serena was the best thing that ever happened to you..." Question, does this look like the best thing that ever happened to me? Would I be this upset and freaked out and annoyed among other negatives if Serena was the BEST thing that happened to me?

But go ahead. Read the blog - that's why it's here, right? I put my life on the internet for people to be entertained. That's what I do, I entertain. I'll even update the link on my newly updated website (which by the way, looks gorgeous, if I do say so myself). I just don't want to have to deal with this drama any more.

On that note I will move on from that subject.

A busy couple weeks are up ahead. This week, I am finishing up the updates to my new website look. Just so all of you know, I do all my websites myself. Sometimes I use a little help like preset templates, but I make them look and feel all the same myself. www.djjphoenix.com is 100% done by me, I would do web design for a living - but it takes me two weeks to make a good website. Even then, I still find ways I can improve it and so technically it takes me months to create a nice website.

Anyway, so I'm doing some final updates to that, and then I'm also updating the MySpace profile as well as updating all my radio station info for DancePhoenix. I haven't changed the programming on DancePhoenix in... well it's been months - the same 60 songs just on loop. I've actually gotten several listeners but I want to enhance the station because I have a lot of space, and I'm paying $30 a month for it.

I'll be doing a new live show. That's right - it's been 6 months since the last airing of "The Sunday Drunx Show" on DancePhoenix, so now I'm working with a team of DJs and programmers to develop a new show that will sound awesome. After the World DJ Mix starts, we will be spending more time on this.

Speaking of the World DJ Mix. I have several mixes submitted so far and I spend every night at the coffee house in scottsdale listening to them. I've narrowed the first mix down to two or three mixes, but DJs still have the rest of this week to submit.

One more thing, for this blog - I keep saying it but for some reason I don't do it. I am making an effort not to get personal on this site. There is one specific person who contiues to be the exception to this rule, but I'm hoping in the very near future that it all will be over and I can get on with more important things.

That's all for now, I've run out of things to bitch about today. All the announcments are done so it's back to real life, of a DJ in Phoenix....